Oh, time to reach out and get some help. This sounds like me when i'm in the community garden and there is just too much for one person to do. Sometimes i even talk aloud. 'Thats it, i quit, its over' ha ha.
Oh, believe me, I have said that in my head DOZENS of times this weekend. ;-)
Just say no to bad software!!!
LOL! It's not necessarily bad software (I have no idea -- I've never used it) -- it's just not what I'm set up for. But you live with an expert, so maybe I should just take your word for it. ;-)