run intervals 30:15 [3] 3.05 mi (9:55 / mi)
(injured) shoes: Topo Fly-Lyte(3)
2 x {400 @ 5k, 400 @ 3k, (2 x 400 @ mile) }
88, 86, 81, 84, 87, 85, 84, 83
ended up going fast on the 5k and 3k reps and slow on the mile reps but it's whatever, Ryan was fine with it as a workout. I ran all of these identically. I hit 40 at almost every 200 then died to varying degrees on the second 200. I'm not happy with it as a workout, I felt very heavy and could tell I was heel striking to try to prevent the pain in my foot from flaring. But as we all know, heel striking just puts me at risk of other injuries, primarily injuries to my already struggling shins.
Currently feeling very scared that I peaked too early. I can tell that it's just poison that my brain is feeding me and I'm eating by the spoonful bc I'm hurting and it's easy to catastrophize. I went to Ryan after the workout to try to get some Ryan wisdom to fight the poison but started crying (big cringe, thanks for that hormones) and I think that scared him more than he'll admit. But irregardless, he truly believes that I have not peaked early. And furthermore, he thinks I'll pr on Saturday.
Ryan stands by that since cross country (SINCE CROSS COUNTRY), I have not pr'd at a meet just 2 times. Ryan actually says 1 bc he doesn't count the tempo 5k workout. The other being my mile at Coast Guard. It's weighing on me that I've had as close to a 'perfect' year as is realistically possible. I don't want to ruin it this close to the end.
Sorry for the yap, thanks if you read it. It's giving big "Strava is running Instagram, Attack point is running diary" energy today. I needed to muse about this or it would eat me alive
run warm up/down 17:04 [3] 1.79 mi (9:32 / mi)
shoes: Topo Fly-Lyte(3)
really wanted to get 2 to finish my miles but foot went from dull pain to sharp pain so I cut it