Running warm up/down 15:00 [2]
shoes: Orange O-Shoes
Running to the start with Boris, since our start times were two minutes apart. We ran part of the way through bracken, in the elite warm-up area.
Orienteering 50:00 [3]
shoes: Orange O-Shoes
JK day 1 race at Ilkley Moor. I thought that I would do reasonably well in this race, since it is physically tough (heather and bracken throughout the entire course, as well as hills and rocks) and I like such courses. But, as it turned out, my result was "DNF."
I knew that I had to start out cautiously since the map was 1:15,000 and, given the terrain and my meager experience with this scale, a disaster could happen if I wasn't careful. Nonetheless, I ended up overshooting the first control and having to relocate and come back. The first control was a tough one, though, (a ditch in the middle of bracken, with not much else nearby to help with navigation), so I wasn't really bothered by this. I put it behind me and found number 2 and 3 just fine. (In fact, I had a fastest split to #2, which is really cool since there were almost 100 people doing this course!)
Then came the toughest control I've ever had on a course. It was a long one, about 1.8 km long. Going straight would mean crossing a very steep reentrant and going through rocky stuff. It didn't look good to me. So after a few seconds of looking, I saw a decent route that went around using some trails. I even started off in that direction and got onto the big trail, but then saw other people going across that big reentrant and also saw orienteers heading to the start along the road I was heading for on the trail, and decided to go straight instead. I then went on to twist my ankle crossing that big chasm, stopping a lot to hesitate and despair about my bad route choice along the way, trying to save it by heading up north to a small trail so I wouldn't have to run through the heather and bracken any more, not being able to find it (some of the trails were hard to make out), and eventually spending about 15-20 minutes near the control circle half-heartedly looking for #4. There were many big rocks in that area so I couldn't really run through it, especially since I was trying to keep my ankle safe from further harm. So I sort of climbed around on the rocks for a while, said hi to Ollie twice, and eventually found the control and decided to head back.
I learned some important things today. First, I have to trust myself. Even though I haven't done many long legs, I have looked at enough of them (mostly on Boris' maps) that I know what type of route choices I should look for. I found a decent route choice for this long leg and I should have taken it. Second, I should get over my inhibitions about running near the assembly area, near the start, and so on. I went straight because I didn't want to run on the trails/roads which other orienteers were using to jog up to the start and since I saw other people going straight, I figured that we were probably meant to do that. Well, quite a few people did have to cross there (because there was one control right on the other side), but my control was much farther away and really did not require me to go up and down there. So I should have had more confidence in my route choice.
I've been told before that if I pick a route choice and it's too late to turn back, I should stick to it and execute it well. But I couldn't do that here. I spent the entire leg (which took me about 30 minutes) telling myself I should have gone the other way. It was hard not to think this, because the way straight meant lots of falling, sliding downhill, carefully climbing over rocks, tripping over heather. And all the while I kept thinking about how nice it could have been if I'd taken the "around" route choice of trails and roads. So by the time I was finally near to the control, I was already considering just finding it and heading to the finish. This was a hard decision for me because I have never DNFed before for reasons other than time constraints. To willingly quit a race when I had the time to finish it and was physically able to do so had never even passed my mind before today. This is part of the reason it took me so long to find #4. Once I was close to it, I just walked around debating what I should do. I had neither the heart to run fast nor the will to turn away without finding that damn control. Finally, though, I found it and decided to head back in.