running 39:24 [3] 8.11 km (4:51 / km) +67m 4:40 / km
shoes: Nike Zoom Pegasus 34
what a fail. was feeling good so was going to do a 10T and maybe some 60s along the line but then saw all of the worky lads ahead so did a detour and then was like oh i will just go to the pitches instead. Started warming up around the pitches and then the lads turned up! Panicked so much so bailed and ran away but i was so embarrassed because i hate people seeing me running especially if i know they will judge me. Like ahh i know it sounds so stupid but i just hate what people will think when they see me running and stuff. So basically had a mental breakdown so took some time to calm myself down in the woods and then went down to the shore. Kept seeing so many people though and i felt awful so was very stop-starty trying to drag myself home. Didn’t really know whether to put this on here or not but i thought later on i can look back and see how far i’ve come about being self conscious while running (?) idek.
