Swiss Long distance champs
I can learn a lot from this race...
So, what happened is that I was in a lot of pain because of my hamstring. At the first route choice leg I didn't look at the right option, and ran the first route I saw. This was a good route, but I was disappointed with myself while running it because I had set a goal of looking at all options on a route choice. I caught the women who started 3 min ahead of me after this route choice but couldn't run away for the next few controls because I was in too much pain to run fast. Lots of negative thoughts, mostly because I couldn't run away from this women and felt like I should be able to. The next long route choice comes and I look at all the possible options (at least that!), see the best option right away, but I am in enough pain that I really don't want to take it. It was straight down a very steep hill side and up basically a wall, but this climb was on a trail. I should have done that, but I hoped that the route to the left, all the way around, would be equally good, and took that since I didn't have to go down or up anything steep (which is where I had the most pain). It turns out that this route was 10 minutes slower than the first thing I saw! I still can't believe it.
Anyway, I didn't know it at the time and kept running as best as I could, and really didn't make any mistakes along the way. A pretty good performance expect for this one route choice leg. However, I knew I wasn't doing great, since a girl who started 6 minute behind me caught me. At the control before the route choice I was 3 minutes faster than her (Ahhh!). I didn't know it was because I had lost so much time on the one route.
So I learned the following:
1. running a race in pain makes it hard to make good decisions.
2. negative thoughts can ruin a race.
3. if I haven't lost time to a mistake and am running consistently, then I am probably not doing bad and shouldn't allow negative thoughts to occur.
It's too bad really, since I exicuted all but that one control well. Still can't shake the disappointment.
Hamstring scared me during the race, 3 times I had stabbing pain that made me hold my breath for a moment. It was probably stupid to run. I wish I could go to my physio, but I have to leave early tomorrow for a work thing in Tessin until Wednesday morning. Ugg. :-(
Results are here:
http://www.solv.ch/cgi-bin/abfrage?type=rang&year=...