Orienteering 20:00 [4] 12.0 km (1:40 / km)
Well, I probably cared too much, and that was my undoing. I put a lot of pressure on myself for this race, because it would have meant sweeping the nationals, and also three-peating the nationals long. And I really think it was mine to win, and I lost it with big mistakes on 2 and 13, 13 being the most egrigious.
Even now I'm not entirely clear where I went. The problem was I left 12 and was unclear on which of the two possible re-entrants I was going down, but I had an arrogant attitude that I'd either see the flagging to 14 if I was in the second one, or I'd cross the spur and be in the right re-entrant. Neither of those things happened, I crossed over the spur and saw neither the control nor any flagging, at which point I decided to go down to the creek, and try to relocate from there, but I got to the creek and didn't know where I was along it. That was pretty dumb. Eventually though I think I determined where I was and came back up to find the control.
I suspect I passed over top of the rock I was looking for, but with it being on the underside I blew right past it. At that point I really started to chase the race and lost more time on 15, 18, and took poor routes to 22 and 23.
Quite disappointed, no doubt. A physical long is my kind of long, but I stopped focusing for a lengthy amount of time and I screwed myself. I need to find a way to re-direct my passion for competing well in a particular race into productive thoughts and actions. The less I care, the better I seem to do sometimes.