Note
It's time to reflect on the last months in terms of training/sports
I started winter training with the clear goal of qualifying for EOC. I had no training break, tried to fit the trainings needed into my schedule always with this goal in mind. New Zealand was good for my soul and personally I think I found a damn good training rhythm there (far better than expected), had fun and felt no pressure to perform.
Coming back, I tried to bring my positive vibes into training, even though I had to deal with many issues outside of sports, I could get a decent amount of training in. Even though the performance in the (fast) training was mediocre, I tried to stay positive ("building a house"). During this time, I started to doubt to get into a proper shape being able to make the EOC team.
After getting the blood results with low-iron and some knee problems, I had severe training motivation problems. I started not too care about training. During Easter camp, I had fun in the o-trainings, but compared to the others I was shocked how slow/ unfit I was, hammering down my motivation for physical training. From this point on, my left knee was hurting more and more, making it painful running.
Honestly, I didnt care about it as EOC was no longer in my head and I hardly found any reason why I use so much time training for competitive orienteering.
Coming to the Selection races, I didnt do any specific preparation (physical neither technical nor mental), I just wanted to spend a weekend with friends finding some controls. Concerning attitude, I wanted to be aggressive and take risks I probably never took for any selection races in my career.
In sprint, I had the goal of not spending time on evaluating route choices. I took the choices I saw in the first second. Honestly I was positively surprised about the time behind.
For the middle race, I had the same tactic- going out as hard as possible with minimal map reading time. Certainly I know that that's not a tactic I would teach someone else. Till the middle part it went good, till I had a huge mistake (4min), that's just the price I paid for my tactics. But, I was again happy about the fact that I could keep up with the guys.
Before the long, I knew that it wouldn't be enough. Unfortunately I just couldn't get into a proper competition mood. I had no proper task-approach, being sloppy, had stomache problems (with 2 pit-stops) and no fighting spirit.
I had 12 great years being in the Austrian Team, even though the last years I was fed up with the coach. I think, the new input from the start of this year, is the right thing at the right time. Unfortunately, I can't be part of it anymore, but Austrian Orienteering is going in the right direction.
Concerning the next sport goals: have fun doing orienteering and run/navigate as fast as I can at Jukola:)