GAA 1:00:00 [3]
Firsts training at Cherryvale. Was pretty tough, and I fared pretty poorly, apart from the run at the end. I just can't release the ball quick enough at the minute, it's like I just want to take that extra bounce or solo. It's so frustrating as I know I can do this, like in the 13 a side tonight, I marked our best forward this year, and did a reasonable job on him. But when I was asked to bring the ball out of defence from CHB, where I don't usually play, I was like Bambi on ice, and frittered away possession on a number of occasions, incurring some wrath. On the bright side, I finished comfortably in the top 3 in the run: 4 minutes, starting one end of the pitch, sprint 20 sec, recovery 10 sec, for 4 mins. Was pretty tough, but saw it through well.
Note
Just a thought, why can't I do the very same things I do so easily and effectively for the Seconds, when training with the Firsts? It was suggested tonight that maybe it's just I feel very much uncomfortable in the firsts environment, whereas with the seconds, I'm one of the very main men and I feel everyone respects me and holds me in the highest esteem. But with the firsts, I know there's people who don't think I can play. And those that do will feel their confidence is misplaced after tonight's showing. Much as I may have mocked them in the past, maybe I just suffer from a type of Graeme Hick or Mark Ramprakash-esque syndrome. Whatever, there's 4 league games left and 3 Promotion play off games, and I need to somehow make the cut, and fast.