Swimming 30:00 [3]
My first open water swim session of the year...and for the past 20 years or so.
It was not great, but it was not a disaster. I took it slow, swimming to the first buoy and back. That went fine. But my trip to the second buoy involved a little panic attack at the buoy, so I turned and made a beeline to the floating divider that divides the swim beach from the training area. I hung on that for awhile until I calmed down, and then swam back to the beach.
I swam a few more times to the second buoy, and it got better. I practiced sighting so I wouldn't swim in circles. As my final lap, I decided to go to the third buoy, and that was a bit of a disaster. I had a definite panic attack between the 2nd and 3rd buoys, and flipped on my back to calm down. I backstroked for a bit and then swam to the 3rd buoy, where I could stand up. I stood there awhile, with a few tears streaming down my cheeks, until I decided I just needed to put on my big girl panties and swim back. I did that and decided that was enough for the day.