Training Log Archive: hamlet

I felt awful. I couldn't push myself at all. Going to #2 I already felt my legs giving out. I know I could've done so much better. I was almost clean, I just screwed up going to 15. I messed up going to the underpass, I didn't bail to the trail but to the road and then I had to run a bit further out to then return to the underpass. Other than that any mistakes were route choice based, like crossing through the steep, green slope by the underpasses twice; once going up, once going down, both because I didn't realize that I can go around and have it much easier.
Physically I wasn't there in the race, and mentally I was just constantly like "I'm a failure and I don't even deserve to be trying out let alone on any team" but I guess fake it till you make it huh