Note
Just going to add some thoughts quickly to my log about the last few days.
Messed up the long in short. I ran the wrong leg after the spectator chute. I was about 5 min ahead of all of the Canadians at that point (don't quote me on that), and then once I checked the code at 20 and realized my mistake, I was mentally destabilized because I didn't know if I was 10, or 6min behind (turns out that I was 2 from a non-optimal routechoice, and probably 4 from the optimal). From there I lost head space and didn't push adequately for the rest of it thus losing time to that. I finished as 3rd Canadian, and had I not ran to the wrong control, I would have been first. Otherwise I would say my race was very good navigationally, I only made 1 additional routechoice error (which cost me one minute) and that was it. Through the most difficult sections I spiked all of the controls. I lost 1-2 minutes on each hill leg due to being slow and that summarizes my errors. I never really lost contact with the map for the whole run, meaning technically it was as good as my sprint.
Mistake-wise my middle qualifier was the most perfect race that I've ever really had. I made no navigational mistakes whatsoever. The only mistake that I made in the qualifier was that I did not run it aggressively enough, which might have been partly due to the rubber studs on the shoes I was borrowing, but mostly it was just the mindset that I began my race with. I finished as 2nd Canadian 1 min behind the first Canadian who was Leif and told be about the mindset he had after he made a 1 min mistake on the first control. He said that he booked pretty much each control after that and that was the mindset that I was missing.
Today was the middle final, and after getting to the start after losing my warm-up map over the course of putting on my shoes, and then getting up to the call up 2-3 minutes late, I felt quite in my element. I started out really hard after I knew where I was going and pretty much kept that up for the whole race. I pushed really hard each time that I could. I sort of remembered how hard you have to go if you want a good result. I only made one small navigational mistake where I got pushed over by a hill coming out of a control, having a bad compass bearing. I only lost 30 seconds to that, and lost over a minute on the hills. I ended up as first Canadian by at least 2-3 minutes.
I'm quite disappointed to be running on the 2nd relay team, as I would say I was consistently within the top 3 Canadians, and had I not mp on the sprint I would have been first there, 3rd in the long, 2nd on the quali, and 1st in the final. The relay is going to be more similar to the middle q and f which is my strong suit.
The explanation is that Canadians are running it as a "training" and just for "experience" which makes it difficult to push for my whole team when they are not taking it seriously. Ironically most other teams take the relay as the most important race. If it just is a training to experience different legs then it should not matter to the rest of the guys who are on the 1st team if they run on the 1st or 2nd team.