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It looks like for the second time in my life I will have tried and failed to qualify for the world orienteering champs.
Am I angry I won't get to go? A bit, less so given the current situation with international travel.
Am I frustrated with myself? Absolutely, because I know I can perform at a much higher level. I have done it many times before and know I can again.
But I am not upset with the "sacrifices" I've made because they weren't sacrifices. I love pushing my body and mind in training in competition. I love being able to train 10-15hrs a week.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
So as it goes in life, sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down. But I am not done.